Today, I sit and watch my little boy sleep... He's sick with croupe:( I can't stand when he's sick. Not only that, but when he's sick-- I have to miss work. As we know no work equals no money!!! Which we all know is very very very stressful!!! I have been stress eating so much it's crazy! Plus on top of the financial insecurities also as some of you may know my relationship status went from engaged to single-- I won't go into detail about that, but it has been hard. So, life is hitting pretty hard now you know?
Well, with all that going on its real easy to fall into that pit of "depression" and poor pitiful me. Well, I'm not going to do that anymore. I have a little boy who needs me, but also I have a god who can handle these stresses for me. It's my responsibility to turn all this over to something bigger than myself which to me is Jesus. He can take the daily struggles that I go through and give me peace. Now is this an easy task?? Well of course not, I like to take control of things and like things to play out the way I want them too. When all it takes is for me to turn things over to God and he can give me serenity over the trials that I go through.
I write this blog not only to help myself, but to also maybe help someone else who is struggling with what I may be struggling with-- thanks for your time:)
